I was too emotional to write about my lunchtime experience yesterday. It was a simple action but I think it is going to have a huge impact on my life. It was not unusual for Jeff to come see me at lunch for a bit of a “nooner” as it were. A quick blow job in his car and he has a very relaxed afternoon as he puts it. When he called me I thought it was going to be a similar situation. I would get in his car we would drive to our usual secluded spot, I would suck his cock, I would swallow his cum, we would pick up some take out and call it a good lunch break. Not this time. This time, Jeff wanted to take another step in what he calls crushing my bi side. He wants it very well known I am a sissy fag and wants me to stop hiding behind my wife. As he puts it, she has already gotten a replacement man for me so it is time I stop trying to be her husband. This time we did drive to the secluded spot but instead of me swallowing his cum, he pulled out at the last minute. He grabbed me firmly by the hair and made sure he shot all over my face, neck, hair and most importantly my shirt. When he finished wiping his cock on my face, he had me sit with my hands behind my back and let the cum dry on my face and shirt. I had some tale tell pecker tracks on my shirt and several clumps of cum in my hair. He forbad me from washing it off till I got home. For the rest of the afternoon, I knew everyone in my office could both smell the cum and see the cum on my shirt and in my hair. It didn’t matter whether or not they knew what it was or not. The paranoia of it all accomplished what Jeff was hoping for. I pretty much was convinced everyone knew I blew a guy at lunch. I felt betrayed that he would make me do this at my work but at the same time, I feel as if I am not sure as if this is not what I am supposed to be and should be displaying to the world. It is going to take me a long time to figure out exactly how I feel about it but I also know, as Jeff made sure I knew, this is not going to be a onetime occurrence. I will need to get used to other people seeing proof of me as a sissy fag.